Tuesday, March 6, 2012

Why Am I Sitting At This Computer?

So the day has finally come.  Today is the final day in the base house at 5A McCarran Blvd, Nellis AFB.  And here I sit.  On the computer.  I just loaded my farm cause I need to see if my neighbors sent me stuff to finish my much needed bunny hutch.  (Anyone catching the sarcasim?)  As usual there is so much to do.  Is anyone ever ready when the movers walk in the door?  Anyone?  Say yes and I am gonna throw my imaginary bunny hutch at you.  I guess the purpose of this blog is just to admit I am being lazy and also in some denial.  If I just sit here and farm all day will tomorrow really happen?  By law if we don't pay housing "rent" they have to wait 30 days before they can kick us out. 

Okay time for denial to be over.  ooooo I am over half way to finishing my bunny hutch.  I think I will be in denial for a little while longer.  After all don't I have that right?

Monday, March 5, 2012

A New Journey

Originally I started this blog site to promote my business.  Kinda just like every other women out there hawking their bows.  I will still be promoting my business here but today my life has changed so much I thought blogging about what is going on in my life would help me make sense of what is going on and maybe even help someone in my similar situation. 

What started this change?  February 20th did.  The day began awesome enough.  Spent an entire day of shopping and girl time with my Christy's.  Christy Bourgeois and Christy Davison will be featured allot because they are two of the few women in my life I can be me.  I know clique little saying but they have seen me at my absolute worse and my best and yet still keep showing up.  Without them and my BFF Michelle Keaton, and my high school BFF's Brenda and Beth, and other women who will make it in this blog I would not be able to make it thru this life and what it holds.  I know detour from the story but get use to it, I do it alot.  Sooo after this most excellent day and so many laughs, explosions and money spent we make it back home.  At 1st it seemed like any other nite in the Robinson home.  But then little things started catching my eye.  1st my hubby of almost 13 years was dressed on a day off.  This is not normal.  Second Christy D was now following me into the house after announcing she HAD to get home to her hubby and kids.  After praising my hubby for FINALLY hanging up the antique fruit and veggis scale in the kitchen.  In his oh so dramatic way, I need you to calm, come sit, blah blah blah, he told me that he had failed his fit test in November and had been lying to me all this time and was being kicked out of the Air Force.  We have been thru him failing his fit test for 5 years.  I have done just about everything to help him.  Diet, exercise, sexual favors, yelling, I even threatened to leave him.  But the military is downsizing and they are looking for excuses to kick people out and my hubby gave them one.  So not only was I dealing with the shock, fear, but he lied to me for months and he was being kicked out two days later!!!!   Right now we are in the middle of a move.  Stuff is going over to a wonderful person who I refer to as my sister in Angel Angie's house and the rest in storage.  The movers come in two days to pack and then pick it up the next. 

The final decision to start blogging is we had to put to sleep my beloved dog Magnolia Mae.  Maggie was 13 in December and was deaf and had hip issues.  Last nite she had lost the ability to stand up and began throwing up and couldn't make it outside to pee.  So this morning we decided to send her to God.  I am hoping this will help me heal.

So follow me along if you will.  Warning there will be cussing.  There will be moments of pure bi-polar thoughts and there will be rants.  So good luck if you decide to stick it out.  Those of you that know me there will also be laughter and many many dur moments too.